Heavy Energy Weighing me Down

I think it's funny (not remotely funny actually) that we trudge along, doing all the things, and then out of nowhere (not remotely out of nowhere...it definitely comes from somewhere) we have 78 things to do, with x amount more dollars than we have to do it, in less time than we have available and no one seems to care because they have their own heap of shit to deal with.

It all seems to happen at once. Like how your kids leave you alone, until they see you heading towards the bathroom, or hear you talking on the phone. They didn't need a single thing from you until you were busy, but now they need all the things. All of them. All of life seems to be that way. You coast along, doing your thing and the very second you think, "Ah, life is good"... Ha! Sucker! Get a new roof, pay a lawyer, pay taxes, try and have a life (silly...there is no time for that), etc, etc, ETC. 

I want to say that some people have it easier, but do they REALLY? Or is it an illusion? You definitely can't determine whether someone has it easier based on their social media profile. That would be totally crazy. You have no idea what people are dealing with. Some of us are more forthcoming with our struggles, but I assure you, everyone has a struggle. Or all the struggles. 

Struggles come in all varieties. Money is definitely a common one, but there is so much potential for struggle! Aliments, abuse, housing, death, grief, relationships ending...the exhausting list goes on! We struggle in different ways, cope in different ways and it's all valid. Maybe I don't understand your struggle, and you don't understand mine, but it's nonetheless valid. 

The energy of the world (my world, anyway) feels so heavy lately. Are other people feeling it too?? When things are like this, I fall off the healthy-eating-workout-wagon and literally get heavier. So then energetically, and quite literally, I feel heavier. Ridiculous. Why do we fall into these cycles?! Ugh!

Dear universe, please send some sunshine, lighter vibes, positive resolutions, good health and things of that nature. Thank you.

Wishing you all less struggles and more sunshine and reasons to smile!



 

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